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When We Were Looking

by Louisa Stancioff

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1.
Gold 04:02
I know you said you’re sorry I know you said you’re gold I know you want it to align with everything you told I see the paper clippings I see the shaping light I see your kitchen in December and the way the light bends Through the window out Onto the drying dishes Served up a plate of gold the riches give enough to grow I know you said you’re sorry I know you want it to be Settled in honesty like dust upon the hay Heyyy Ooh ohh Harvest the words believing Believing is almost true Drink up, you’re missing meaning, leaving like you do Lemons on the table Rolling along the floor Squeezed out and pushed around, the sour seeping out Show me the seed of your honesty I can’t seem to find it I’m blinded They say when one door closes A window opens wide Catching the light it might move through the shade and blind you dry I know you said you’re sorry I know you said you’re gold I know you want the shade through curtains when you fold You fold, you fold, you fold I know you said you’re sorry I know you said you’re gold I know the give and take is more or less than what you owe
2.
Love, like the tide, it has no preference High and low, upon the shore laid bare Eyes like glass found buried in the sand Sand made of trillions of pieces Tired of all we had to sip Take anything we need to live Chorus: And you always said you wanted nothing Now I see you want it all to yourself Fine, innocent, you’re just another Nobody’s watching, take it all All of the world is made of stardust Falling from the sky above Sifting and shaping into new form Light showing through the trees into your arms Caught in the middle of a streetlamp Blinded through the blackest night Chorus All we can say is oh my goodness Look at this paradise I want to put it in my pocket Show the people what it has to give Chorus final: And you always said you wanted nothing Now I see you want it all to yourself Fine, innocent, you’re just another Go, take your pick Nobody’s watching
3.
Alice 04:17
Alice, could you wait till the morning? Cool off, let go, it’ll be enough I’d like to hold you closely Take time to notice me Aging, faking, take a sip of Look up look out, it’ll be enough I’d like to ride beside you Highway, blank slate and the cattails If you can’t take a chance on your mind You’ll miss what is right beside you Chorus: Alice, you’re all about the bliss But you don’t know what you could be missing If you pick a flower from the fence You’ll miss a garden in the thick of it A garden, Alice Take time, make eyes and we’re saving up Floor boards, white noise, it’ll be enough I’d like to walk inside of you If you can’t take a chance on your mind You’ll miss what is right beside you Chorus Alice, could you wait till the morning Cool off, it’s only in the sand I’ll brush it off a little bit Lick up the dirt upon your hands Chorus Final: Alice you’re all about the bliss But you don’t know what you could me missing If you take a look behind the fence You’ll find a garden in the compromise A garden
4.
It’s almost useless to try and find the words To say what we are, now we’re far apart And I find it sad, now I’m seeing clear After all this time, after all this time Cause lately I’ve been feeling you didn’t take the time To think of what you wanted, or how to say goodbye or to Chorus: Love me how I am Love me like you did I was blinded by my love Now I’m empty All fucked up An ocean shore, the desert sun The happiest feeling I have ever known And I find it sad you couldn’t find the words To help me understand how this could all make sense Cause how can all we built now simply fall apart? How does happiness turn into a broken heart? Chorus Maybe someday when you find the words You’ll write them down, pick up the phone But if that day, it never comes I wish you well, nothing but love Cause lately I’ve been feeling the sadness fades with time Regrets and all the heartaches, a bittersweet goodbye Chorus
5.
Emma 03:44
You make my heart hurt, Emma I don’t want anything from you Leave me here alone That’s all there is left for you to do You make my heart beat faster I feel that it might break Into a thousand pieces Would you be there to set me straight? Its hard to be so far away To feel out of control The stain upon my love Is growing more and more Cause you make my heart hurt, Emma Why do you taint the truth? Once you do the things you say Maybe I’ll be there for you You said you never thought That I could come undone Everyone is breakable And I’m no exception And I know you didn’t mean it Said you didn’t see how it could make me sad But the hurt is how you stumbled on And you went behind my back Do you want to know The thing that hurts the most Is how you hardly cared I could hear it in your voice Cause you make my heart hurt, Emma And I’ve lost a friend And you know I’ll never be there for you Like I was ever again Yeah, you know I’ll never be there for you like I was ever again
6.
Quarantine 04:44
The night that you climbed out my throat Turned the knots into notes Turned to sigh, turned to smoke Took a break with the moon on the front porch Dripping long, felt the water, the calm It was long enough to trim the line I saw you lying Want to crawl and hide inside you Quarantined, I’ll pull you close I want to dive beneath your bones Forget the adolescent lie I’ll be your toxic lullaby Quarantine Yes I need to Yes I need you Yes I need you How you moved, draining long When I sang you a song Faded roses to brown Sugar sap, water elm Burning time on the front porch Printing lavender and telephone wires I wonder when you’ll come into the common mess At night I lie inside my head To shape an arrow from the mold With petals on your collar bone The pilot sparks through splitting black Your heart it melts like honey wax Quarantine Yes I need to Yes I need you Yes I need you
7.
Cigarette 04:40
Coming down, fading light Facing left, but looking off to the right Windows down, you played the part We could drive all night But we won’t get very far Chorus: But I’ll be your morning I’ll be your cigarette Pick me up in the morning Cause you’re not done with me yet No, you’re not done with me yet You picked me up from the airport in your truck It’s not new but to you it is Single cab, and its a piece of shit, and you like it like that Oh you like it like that I heard you’ve got a new girlfriend She’s really hot Then why are you looking at my like you used to? Chorus Said goodbye to the morning and the night Like a smoking fire, you want to light me up one more time Chorus
8.
Seams 04:58
Said I want a thunder storm Now I can see it And I believe that I am gone Trade the oceans, turn the tides Grass in my pillow I left a part of me behind On the other coast I opened up my seams You crawled in like a dream And I’m gone Stop the clock, squish the moth fluttering aimless The moons a light enough for threading And patching up these tears I came apart when you were looking How you saw right through Bones and muscles, threaded heartache A part of me is you Chorus Final Chorus: I opened up my seams You crawled in like a dream I saw you in between You crawled in like a dream And I’m gone
9.
Take me whole, take me partial Take me wanting more from you Take the faces that we carved out from the dark side of the moon And I have seen you in the morning In between the shades of light And the secrets you were keeping, oh you kept them on your side Chorus: And I still haven’t found the end of your song It feels like its missing a part And I know we could talk for the rest of the night But I won’t let my thoughts keep you up again Are you waiting for the time All the time you left behind? Are you waiting for the sunrise in the middle of the night? And I have seen you from my window As you walk out on the street And you glance at your reflection, how I wonder what you see Chorus Chorus final: And I still haven’t found the end of your song It feels like we’re drifting apart And I know I could wait until it’s all written out But I’m caught up and lost in my thoughts again

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When We Were Looking, Stancioff’s stunning Yep Roc debut, was written and recorded through a period of deep heartbreak and uncertainty. The collection is the raw and unflinching work of a nomadic soul who spent stints living in Alaska, California, New York, and North Carolina before returning home to her native Maine, one that holds nothing back in its bittersweet reckonings with pain, healing, acceptance, and growth. Stancioff writes with a cinematic eye here, conjuring up richly detailed stagings for her emotionally-charged character studies, and the guitar-and-synth-focused arrangements are immersive and nuanced to match, thanks in part to the evocative sonic landscaping of producer/keyboardist Sam Kassirer (Josh Ritter, Craig Finn), who proves to be an ideal creative foil on the record. Add it all up and you’ve got a dreamy, nostalgic Polaroid of an album that blurs the lines between indie stoicism and folk sincerity, a lush, cathartic work that hints at everything from Phoebe Bridgers and Arlo Parks to Big Thief and Waxahatchee as it learns to find the beauty in grief and rebirth.

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released April 12, 2024

All Songs Written by Louisa Stancioff, except:
"Gold" - Louisa Stancioff & Sophia Corinne
"Cigarette" & "Seams" - Louisa Stancioff & Zackary Leavitt

Produced and Recorded by Sam Kassirer at the Great North Sound Society, Parsonsfield, ME
Assistant Engineering by Colin Lester Fleming and Kevin O’Connell
Mixed by Sam Kassirer at MEFFA, Medford, MA
Mastered by Dan Cardinal at Dimension Sound Studios, Jamaica Plain, MA
Design by Nathan Golub
Photography by Matt Gaillet

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Louisa Stancioff Camden, Maine

Born and raised in rural Maine, Louisa has emerged as a gifted writer with a cinematic eye for richly detailed, emotionally- charged character studies that grapple with the complexities of everyday life. Her debut record 'When We Were Looking' is out via Yep Roc Records 4/12/24. ... more

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